dosed of my daily forecast ★

HAPPY 1ST YEAR FANATIC ANNIVERSARY!!!

THIS MEANS FOREVER MY LOVE.. SEE YOU SOON..

<3<3<3

©KAT

“The Empty Tomb”. ~John 20:1-9

Early on Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene went to the tomb and saw that the stone had been taken away from the entrance. She went running to Simon Peter and the other disciple, whom Jesus loved, and told them, “They have taken the Lord from the tomb, and we don’t know where they have put him!” Then Peter and the other disciple went to the tomb. The two of them were running, but the other disciple ran faster than Peter and reached the tomb first. He bent over and saw the linen cloths, but he did not go in. Behind him came Simon Peter, and he went straight into the tomb. He saw the linen cloths lying there and the cloth which had been around Jesus’ head. It was not lying with the linen cloths but was rolled up by itself. Then the other disciple, who had reached the tomb first, also went in; he saw and believed.

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1 month ago

“The Resurrection”. ~Mark 16:1-7

Don’t be alarmed,” he said. “I know you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He is not here – he has been raised! Look, here is the place where he was placed. Now go and give this message to his disciples, including Peter: ‘He is going to Galilee ahead of you; there you will see him, just as he told you.’

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1 month ago

John 18:1-19:42

Who is it you are looking for?” “Jesus of Nazareth,” they said. “I have already told you that I am he,” Jesus said. “If, then, you are looking for me, let these others go.” “No, my kingdom does not belong here!” So Pilate asked him, “Are you a king, then?” Jesus answered, “You say that I am a king. I was born and came into the world for this one purpose, to speak about the truth. Whoever belongs to the truth listens to me,” “You have authority over me only because it was given to you by God.

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1 month ago

Black Saturday

We should Pray and Reflect. How Jesus Christ saves us from sins and also thanking him for all the sacrifices he had showed us. Praise you Jesus! We know that You Love Us Unconditionally. I Love You Jesus. Save Us and Guide Us everyday.

Unlimited talk

Those three consecutive days April 2,3 and 4 would be the highlight of this month. We talked a lot of topic together but at first there’s a little bit of awkwardness on calling him at night. Then later on we get to know each other more as we talk on that 3 awesome nights. Sometimes I maybe greedy and spoiled wanting to talk to him. I can’t control myself not to talk to him. While having that conversation together I felt that I am the other person. I even told him my past heartache story without a doubt thinking that he could spit it out. Laughing with his jokes, allowing to listen to my so ever recorded song “OO” by UDD, telling me his stories, his sweet grungy voice when he is sleepy, staying up late just to talk, his sweet alibi and his sweet words forcing me to sing. Maybe I’m just missing you. In the past I don’t know if I still clearly feel this. But today I know that it is nothing. It has meaning and it means a lot to me now. I’m scared of getting too attached with him. That might hang me alone again. I’m scared of feeling the extent attachment then suddenly there is nothing to be attached of. I’m confused. I don’t know how many times I’ve click the replay button “Say” by John Mayer he says I should download it. I listened to this everyday and everytime I’m missing his presence.

I don’t know now. I’m confused.

This is dangerous. My heart is on alarm. Bursting.

Nothing maybe I’ll just wait and analyze it more..

Just a little bit more..

Just wait..

©KAT

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1 month ago

Sweet things Part 2

March 31, 2012

The 3rd meet up

Scene 1:

Eating in Mann Hann:

He scoops us the seafood shell soup individually.

There’s a lot of different conversation that moment.

And I’m just laughing.. eating.. laughing.. eating.. looking at them…

looking at him.. while he eats.

Or should I say.. Observing his actions..

While I’m texting..

He: Why someone’s checking on you?

She: No.

There’s murmuring sounds of “Uyyyy”

Everyone laughs.

She: No. There’s nothing.

There’s a moment that our eyes met everytime if there’s a chance.

Scene 2:

In the ice cream shop 5 Cows:

And again.. There’s a chance that our eyes met. Then looking away.

Scene 3:

On the hallway:

He: Why not try modeling? You said it’s your dream.

She: Yup it’s my dream. But I don’t think I have a “K” on that path.

He: What’s “K”?

She: You know.. The “K”..

(It was difficult for me to explain that word to him. I bet he doesn’t know what I’m trying to say?)

Scene 4:

In the Movie house:

While watching the trailers.. then suddenly he picked up the moment then says..

He: Rambo!

She: What? Are you referring to something or someone?

He: *Laughs*

LOL this insensitive man.

Again watching trailers.. another movie was airing..

It was Battleship..

He have a lots of side comments while watching and I’m of course laughing at him.

This is stupid.

Then another movies was aired..

It was Titanic..

He: You know there was Titanic 2?

Both of us said.. “Oh?”

©KAT

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1 month ago

Sweet things Part 1

March 17, 2012

The 2nd meet up.

Two of our classmates was unable to go on that day

so.. he texted me..

He: “Two of our classmate are unable to go today, so come with me i

have to something..”

There was a pause as i read his text. I don’t know if i still go

on him and wondering what should i reply.

Then i replied to him.

She: Where should i meet you?

He: Annex

A pause again.. good thing my friend knows that place. And she taught me how to get there.

Then.. Heading to that stranger place texted him..

She: I think im here in Annex now.

There is no reply then after 30 minutes he go back to his house because

he forgot his money. LOL.

She: Ok. Just text me if you got here.

Then waiting for his minimal text.

Im strolling in to the mall while waiting for his 10 years reply.

Not really panicking when he said he’s with his bro or maybe with his sis.

Thinking that it is not a “date”. Ok.

Then after a decade.. he texted..

He: Where are you? Im walking now.

She: In Giordano.

Then after 15 minutes of walking and waiting. I saw him approaching on my place.

I know i had enough opportunity to back out and walk away but.. my feet is glued on the floor.

He’s wearing blue shirt of course with his signature hairdo.

I know that it’s him even if he’s far away.

Waiting for him to get here.. while not looking on the right side..

And then I glanced, I saw he is looking.

The YAY moment. Once he reach my place he said..

He: Did you wait too long?

She: Thinking and there’s a pause again.. No. it’s okay.

He: Where are we going?

She: I thought you’ll buy something?

He: Yup. Upstairs.

Strolling around to buy his new cp casing for his brand new phone.

There are many scenario in this not-so-called “date”.

Scene 1:

In the shop:

He: Hey look at this (pointing to the receipt).

Wondering why is that the price doesn’t match to the actual price.

I look at the receipt and noticed that it has an additional vat included.

Then he asked the sales man about it. And he is right that product has tax included.

But while his talking to me, he keeps on going to his right side near me.

So that’s why i bumping on the hooks in my right side.

Then he noticed..

He: “Hey, you’re touching the hooks.”

She: “Yes because you keep on pushing towards me.”

He: “No. That’s why I want you to go first.

LOL.

Scene 2:

In the restaurant:

I noticed that he is eating just like a girl. And..

She: You eat so slow..

He: Because it’s hot.

And after a few minutes.. I noticed that his food was already finished.

He: My tongue hurts.

She: Why?

He: I eat all of it in a fastest way because you said I’m slow. So that my tongue suffers now.

I laughed at him because he keep in his mind what I’ve said to him.

Oh so sweet?

Scene 3:

In the car:

Teasing him about his vintage car.

But also appreciating that the car is still good as new.

There’s a lot of conversation while enjoying that medium traffic.

Usually the traffic is the worst scenario to everyone but for me, I think it’s

the good way to be with him a little more longer.

There’s a lot of conversation and laughs while racing other cars.

Then we reached the going home phase.

She: Are we here?

He: Why you don’t like?

She: No. Where on the highway and I don’t know if this is the right place to pull over.

Going out in the car..

She: Thanks! *But with a high tone*

He: Are you angry?

She: No. I’m not.

I repeat again..

She: Thank you.. TC.

Then smashed the door.

While approaching the stairs..

I know that he’s still there not leaving me yet.

Until I reached the stairs..

Then that’s the time I heard the trembling sound of his vintage car.

I know that it’s him..

Isn’t that sweet?

YAY!

©KAT

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1 month ago

Jesus Washes His Disciples’ Feet - John 13:1-15

1 It was just before the Passover Festival. Jesus knew that the hour had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end.
2 The evening meal was in progress, and the devil had already prompted Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot, to betray Jesus. 3 Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; 4 so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. 5 After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him.

6 He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?”

7 Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”

8 “No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet.”

Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.”

9 “Then, Lord,” Simon Peter replied, “not just my feet but my hands and my head as well!”

10 Jesus answered, “Those who have had a bath need only to wash their feet; their whole body is clean. And you are clean, though not every one of you.” 11 For he knew who was going to betray him, and that was why he said not every one was clean.

12 When he had finished washing their feet, he put on his clothes and returned to his place. “Do you understand what I have done for you?” he asked them. 13 “You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and rightly so, for that is what I am. 14 Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet. 15 I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you.

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2 months ago

a year ago.

Day 367

March 28, 2012

It’s been a year since the break up. Wow can’t believe it’s a year ago but feels like it’s decades ago.

In the first quarter of that scene was very hard to mend. Craziness was haunting me every night, anger filled my nerves, depressed each of the moment and all senses are down. But despite of that I’m proud to myself that I surpassed all that emotional depression. I moved on and completely free my heart and mind without any grudges holding on. Although moving on it not as easy as counting. I know that is was so hard for me to mend and carry those burdens to think that we’ve been for 6 years and 11 months and that was in a serious relationship. I know there are many instances that I want to let go but I know that past years that we’re been together is very important to me and to us. We’ve been through a lot of heartaches and battlefields but last year was very crucial. In the past I know that there’s many instances that he lying to me. But I ignored that. Just because I love him. Foolishness as it best! On the day I realized that it’s better to be apart that’s the time I realized that I’m so stupid. I realized that it is so wrong. I have to love myself first and not giving all that 100% to that person but I’m very martyr in love so I gave 110% of it that I don’t even think of myself. How stupid isn’t it?

Now I learned a lot and realized a lot of things that are really important. I learned to love myself first and stronger now. Wiser and fierce. I’m very thankful to God that He gave me that strength to surpassed the heartbreak. To realized that there are so many beautiful things to see. That there are so many important things to do and explore. Giving me the acceptance that there are things that are not meant. Thanking God to be able to free my mind with all those difficulties in the past heartbreak. Thanking God for not leaving me in times of the downfall, giving me hope and most important showing me His infinite love by erasing those emptiness, the sadness and Thanking God for realizing and forgiving. Guidance and peace of mind. Also to my family and friends who gave me support and truthful advises that helped me surpassed that heartbreak.

I know I’m starting a new chapter now. A new start and new beginning. A new life is unfolding. New experiences and opportunity. Also starting to build myself again. To be loved and be Happy always. I’m very happy now and I know this happiness is forever! And maybe I’m ready to fall in love again? YAY! I’m not that sure but I know my sweet prince is somewhere out there waiting. I can say that at this point that I really learned a lot and I’m wiser than ever. Wishing more Happiness and Guide us all throughout. Bless us everyday and bring us all the Goodness in this world! God Bless!

©KAT

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2 months ago

katberries:

THIS!

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February 27, 2012

Day 80 Since the first talk.
Day 182 Since he greeted me.

The unforgettable dates. I know that time there’s an electrifying thingy!

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3 months ago

Text Message

February 26, 2012

23 days since his last text.

This night he message me about “Inspiration” quotes then I replied,

“I don’t have any inspiration, is it okay if my inspiration is you?”

He: “For me it’s okay. Anyone can be an inspiration.”

The first sentence was okay but the second one is unacceptable.

It seems that he’s being “safe” with his answer. Well it’s okay and

there is no big deal about it. To think that there’s is “nothing”

really to be annoyed or upset.

Then I replied..

“No I don’t, I want only me..” Yeah! fearless to say those words. Yay!

Okay I know I swallowed my pride. I know I promised before that one of these days I’ll confess a bit of that. Don’t blame me, you urge me to say what I feel.

Now I know you’re one of those who inspires me. (Maybe and sometimes)

Half of me felt ashamed of what I said earlier. I’ll just tell him that I was joking

and nothing really personal.. but then is it really not that personal?

Am I too pushy? I don’t know I just want him to feel a little bit of my electric feeling towards him. That what you call “the moves” I want him to feel it and sense it.

But after that I don’t know if I still know myself or if I still hangout with him.

I’m shrinking now..

But then again.. on the other side.. I feel really breathable a part of that feeling

and that weirdo thing is unleased.

And then.. He replied!! And now.. I’m shocked and I don’t know if I’ll open that message or not.

I really don’t know! This is really insane. I am Insane!

Time 12:07AM

Then I opened..

“What “only you?” what’s that?” <—-SLOW

I don’t know how to react on that.

If I will be happy because he didn’t notice or just being “numb”

Or I will be angry to that statement.